Fear

Assalamualaikum,

I have started my clinical years 2 weeks ago. Alhamdulilah. Tomorrow is my first day going to see patient. Basically we student have to clerk the patient by taking history and do physical examination.
Prior to tomorrow's class, my friends and I went to visit the hospital. This is the first time for me to be in a hospital without my family. I'm lost in my own thoughts. I was wondering what is wrong with me. I was sitting at a bench and keep re-thinking. What's up with this weird emotion. I have never felt this before. It was very strange to me. I took some time to re-evaluate my choice but I do not feel there's anything wrong with that. I look around and I feel myself belong here. This is my kind of environment from now on till the rest of my career years. In sya Allah. But the feeling. The only thing that crossed my mind was "Allahuakhbar" - Allah is Greater. All my limbs are weaken, I stumble upon His Greatness and I can barely do anything but say Allahuakhbar.
Hmm.
May Allah ease us in every single way. Amin

p/s: This is not my comfort zone. One of my friend told me that we are not doing this for our comfort but to help others. In sya Allah

Best of luck to all

Regards,
Maryam

Outbac Broga, Broga 2015

Assalamualaikum

Tuesday-9/8/2015

We went to a place called Outbac Broga Adventure Park. This park is mainly for adventurous activities usually a place for team building. They have promotion on Groupon that is for 10pax = RM780 (Normal price 10pax=RM2000) *What a great opportunity right?* Before going to this place I was thinking is it worth it for RM 78? How will the activities be conducted? A lots of questions going on my mind. Hmm.

 Before that, we chose Package 1 which include wall climbing, kayaking, caving and flying fox. Plus on that day, the camp organizer was very generous to include archery as well in the package. Alhamdulilah. We started our activity at around 9.30am and finished at 5.00pm. Lunch is provided.  So here is our story:

Top: Wall climbing Bottom: Kayaking

So we started off with wall climbing. This is my first time to get the real technique of wall climbing Alhamdulilah I learned a lot. Kayaking was also fun but we get bored and tired eventually HAHA.

Top: Hiking + Caving Bottom Left: Archery Bottom Right: Flying Fox

We did flying fox first before kayak and after that we decided to continue with hiking and caving. Caving is the hallmark of all the activity. This is my second time caving. This first time was at Gua Tempurung which a limestone type of caving. At Outbac Broga it is a different kind of caving which the cave is between large rocks. It was an adventure but exciting. We got to experience on flexing our body haha and to move between rocks is not easy. Inside the cave there is a stream which is very beautiful. Going of the cave is a relief HAHA but it was a really great experience!

Archery: I don't get on how to shoot well until my last two bow. =.=' I will in sya Allah try archery again. 

Throughout the activities, we have facilitators that guide and help us all the way. They were amazing themselves. Thank you Outbac Broga team for the great adventure! Hope to be there again. In sya Allah.

Side Note:

1. Gather your friends who has interest in adventure and plan to have activity here at Outback Broga. I recommend around 10 but not more than 15. 

2. This place is great for bonding with friends and do extreme activities together. 

3. Do not worry much as the facilitator will help you out. 

4. Get the deal at Groupon because it is worth trying. 

5. A great opportunity for first timer to venture in adventurous activity

That's All!

Our team! Thanks for joining us!

District 21, IOI City Mall, Putrajaya 2015

Assalamualaikum

Monday - 3//8/2015

Last week has been a busy, tiring yet FUN week. My friends and I begin our elective with a trip to District 21.We went there during weekdays and that's a bonus. We do not have to queue up for any games. We start playing after Zohor at about 2.00pm till 5.30pm! 

Entrance fee: Family Package (4pax) - RM 44/person (Normal: RM 58) 

*Exclusive locker*

 So here's our story :D

The Maze

Firstly we went into the maze (I do recommend you to start with this and for those who has claustrophobic you might not want to do this). Basically it is a maze where you have to crawl all the way up. Then it will be connected to the cage full of gym ball (left of the pics). Please be careful as your shoes might fall off. 

The Maze

 

The Maze -End-

You will end the maze at this huge cage, and we chose to slide down before climb back into the cage ball. Later we slide down and climb up again with the vertical bus (I know I like the bus :D)

Inside the Cage

 

Glider

Next, we tried the Glider. This is more like Flying Fox but not fast enough to make me scream (I do scream for fun though). 

Tubby Ride

I like this too :)

Sky Trail + Free Fall

This! I regret trying this. Wallahi! It is the most thrilling activity among others. Do not try this at ALL if you are scared of height. It is also exhausting to complete the trail. If you want to challenge yourself yes you can try. *I never felt this scared before. I feel like my life has reduced to half doing this activity*

  

Power station

This is my favorite section above all! I love everything in this station. I recommend those with kids especially to spend more time in here if you can. Although I didn't try everything in here but I do like it. If possible to skip the sky thrill and proceed to this you can enjoy more.

Power station - The Tower

 

Power station - Building blocks (Work together with friends to build it)

Power station - Wall climbing (challenge your friend!)

Power station - Wall climbing (I wish I could do this better. I'm just tired to climb)

Power station - *idk what is this yellow construction thing called* (But I refused to try hihi)

Launch pad

Lastly, we tried the trampoline but we are exhausted haha. 

Basketball - I'm not good at this. I know

Side note:

1. Leave any gadget or phone in the locker (small phone can be considered)

2. Eat before you play

3. Plan before you come 

That's ALL!

 Regards,

Maryam

 

Our Team!

Hello 3rd year :)

Assalamualaikum

Finally blogging again. I'll be quick

1. Elective starts TODAY! Lots of activities coming In sya Allah.

2. Will start my Surgery posting in 3 weeks time In sya Allah.

3. I have been hibernating for the past one month or so and I'm loving it. I shouldn't be this lazy but I'm satisfied with it. Heh.

4. New hope new life. Refocusing and in sya Allah living my dream. Gotta stay strong emotionally and mentally. Pray hard for a better year.

5. Alhamdulilah for everything.

Pro Exam 1 Result 19th June 2015 :*

First year housemate!

Second year housemate!

p/s: Pray for my sister Sarah for her science competition today. In sya Allah you can do it my dear. Love you.

Quick and Meaningful

Assalamualaikum

Yes I'm back (HOHO as if)

Just a really quick post because I think this means a lot to me. I came across an article a few days ago that really speaks up my mind. Entitled: I'm Only 22. I Don't Want Someone Else to Be My Whole World

Okay basically I just clicked on that article because it says "22" (the number that always been forgotten since my friends are all younger than me. hew hew). Going through that article serves a lot more than I thought. It really helps makes things clear and most important I'm not alone. 

Being in young adulthood period is really tough as your friends are having boyfriend, getting married and some are having baby *tears*. That leaves me a sad-lonely-single-22 years old-medical-student *sigh*. BUT, not really. I know sometimes I look really pathetic thinking/talking about relationship stuff (which I never good at), but secretly I do love my life at this moment. With my loving family one hour away from my uni, lovely-incredible-superb-friends and a very very supportive batch mates what else could I ask for. Alhamdulilah for these amazing people! 

In term of relationship, well who doesn't want one right? But now? Tomorrow? I don't think so. Not yet.

I just want to live life to the fullest and I know I'm on that correct path. Thank you to all fantastic people that has come to my life, you give colors to my days. To those who has gone I hope our path cross again if we are meant to be in sya Allah. If not let us live our life happily with those who does :). Cheers 

p/s: We just received our academic calender! Look at that packed semester. *aiya*

Me: I've forward my academic calender

Dad: Yay! Can plan now.

Me: -.- I got a break this Dec but not Amin (my brother who is in second year here). 

Haha still no chance. Look at my hols, very few :(

Dad: Haha Welcome to Doctor's Life my dear

Me: Sorry abah couldn't find you a menantu (son-in-law)

Dad: He He... it's okay In Sya Allah there will be one

Me: Amin (O Allah, grant our wish)

Offend

Sometimes we get too excited and not notice how much we offend people around us.

Forgive me for everything.
Not everything we said are acceptable by people. Sorry

Blessed

All of us were blessed with numerous blessings. They are beyond our imagination. Even being able to sit down comfortably is a huge blessing.

Let us take some time to ponder and give thanks to Almighty Allah for each and everything that are blessed on us.

Alhamdulilah.

Mood Swing

I believe most girls have this.

But I do not know how people cope with it. Most of the time I find it really hard to smile. I will frown all day. I tried to smile but it gos back to frowning and I dislike it. It as if showing that I am not happy or unsatisfied. Actually I don't have all that. It is just difficult to curl the lips up to smile. Haizzzzzz.

This cause me big problem as I have to face the world and meet people (especially my family). I really wish during this time I will be by myself so I won't hurt people's feelings. Nobody understand this. I think a lot of time people mistaken me as being angry or something. But in reality I'm not. I just not in mood to talk. Pleaaase understand this. Please Please. But human is just human. I cannot ask everyone to just deal with me alone. My suggestion is to mind your own self.

If there is something really bothering me I would tell. But if it just hormonal there's nothing I can share. Besides most of my matters I only share with my family.

hmmm

Other than that, mood swing is SWINGING HARD. I can go from just okay to stop talking and suddenly the tears are flowing down. What a day. :( . People need to know I'm also tired of all this.
Lastly, I also find myself easily get irritated (this is the worst of all). Even the smallest thing like a page from a book got folded can be irritating (how absurd. I know.) That is basically what I have to deal most of the time.

I don't know when things will get better. Will it get better? How to embrace mood swing? Does anyone know? I am so tired of this.

Busy me busy

Asslamualaikum

Yes BUSY is currently my middle name (eceh). My previous block was on Infectious disease. Luckily it was only for 2 weeks. I had fun having class in the evening cuz I can go back home HAHA. Okay. So many free time (not really) those time were for us to revise all the blocks we had learn. Haiz many more to go. So currently I',m on my one week break before my final block for pre clinical (Yahoo!). Which  means my Pro Exam 1 iz coming soon (98 days to be exact. whaaaat!). Hence explaining why my one week break is all about going back and forth to campus from my house for revision class. That is basically my 'so-called-break'. HAHA

It's okay. Good things need huge sacrifices don't they? I had fun though cuz the fact that I love driving haha enjoy the rideeee. Nyumnyum.

Actually there are many things to blog about but yeah since I haven't properly schedule my time so I don't blog. I think my life is scattered right now haha (blame on the unbalance mood). I wanna blog everythinggggg haizzzzz.

But I wanna sleep. Okay bye.

Of course HAHAHA

-Maryam-

Feeling

Lautan - Yuna

Cinta ini tanda hati
aku kau yang punya
siapa sangka kita berdua
bersama akhirnya

Chorus:
oh biarkan ribut dan hujan
datang menduga aku engkau ada
oh biarkan seluas lautan
ku renangi jika aku kau perlukan

oh biarkan kerna aku kau ada

tiada cela engkau sempurna
yang teristimewa
seandainya tiada istana
ku mencintaimu seadanya
yeah

Chorus

oh biarkan kerna aku kau ada

Solo

oh siapa sangka cinta yang kita bina
akhirnya bersemi jua
oh biarkan kerna kini kau ku ada

Chorus 2x

Oh Biarkan kerna aku kau ada

"Anyone can say I LOVE YOU but not everyone can wait and prove it" 

will you?

CNY

Assalamualaikum

1. Since I got lot of time to spare HAHA (not really but ok). I wanna spend some time to update this blog with rambling things and throwback. Okay I'm on CNY break since Wednesday. Our final exam for Urinary block was on Wed. Alhamdulilah we are done with that. So upcoming block is Infectious Disease for only 2 weeks. We already got the schedule. It's the first time ever that we start our classes at noon. But I guess it is an opportunity right. In sya Allah hoping to be useful :D.

2. My brother got admitted for dengue on Wed so basically the CNY break is about going back and forth between home and hosp. But it's okay (the room he's staying is more like a hotel HAHA). So tonight is I will be spending a night here with my sister. They are watching Running Man. Get well soon :*

 "The patient is alert, breathing normally, lying comfortably and no respiratory distress"

abcd - keyword for general inspection HAHA

3. In the evening we went for shopping (daddy day out with the girls except Juah) HEHE. So I got a new lipstick. Thank you Abah.

Day out :D

We had our dinner at Black Canyon 

We ordered set E. Worth for 4 of us. The food are tasty and properly served. I would like to recommend going here. Really nice food (tom yum was nice) and excellent service.*thumbs up*

 

Drinks that we ordered. Mine was Black Mocha Frappe (quite strong but nice) and my sis ordered Matcha frappe (sweet but not my taste. Sorry sis). My mom and dad ordered green tea and warm water.

 

And lastly my new lipstick by Maybelline hehe <3

Have a nice day people

-Maryam-

Spotify #np

Girls night :D

Perth: The Margaret River Chocolate Factory, Swan Valley, Perth AU

So, after Caversham Wildlife Park (this post) my dad drove over to The Margaret River Chocolate factory at Swan Valley (about 20 mins). This place is haven for chocolate (and wine). Love it here. Just the opposite of this place is grape estate (or apple) I can't recall. Unfortunately during our visit there is no fruits (its winter).

This is pretty much a small place with lots of chocolates

 And ice cream too! (I you know me well, bring me here because I love it)

Fav ice cream: Chocolate Mint :*

Here are the fun part. Free testing! LOVE IT! 

Fav chocolate: Dark chocolate 

(but here, i ate all of them. Take a handful of chocolate and walk around)

1. White chocolate 2. Milk chocolate 3. Dark chocolate

It's free entry. If you have more time make sure to grab some chocolate shake and ice cream. We do not spare much time here but it is a great place to chill. They have like foyer to sit and chat. Oh and nearby there is a wine testing factory. I believe it is free too.

That's all

City Stay Apartment, Perth

-Maryam-

5 quotes

Never underestimate the bad experience. You wouldn't know how far they gonna teach you.

Let us rely only to You. Amin.

*speaks for itself*

One day you gonna find somebody that you are willing to let yourself be vulnerable. He could make you feel the best of the world and also the opposite. Both could hurt you because it could take yourself away. Always remind youself of who you are and why you are here. Don't be too overwhelm with others because the only one that can help you is YOU. Never leave yourself behind.

Lastly, He the All Knowing, knows. Pray harder. 

Regards, 

Mayam

Date @ Häagen-Dazs, OU

Alhamdulilah. Got a chance to spend with my lovely girls. <3 Thanks to my Mia. We planned this since last year HAHA. Now only we got chance for our Häagen-Dazs Fondue date. Random. Hehe. Thanks for a great time girls.

Mia is such a wonderful friend. Regardless her insensitivity towards common sense (haha sorry girl) she is very understanding. She understand me well enough to wait up until I made my mind on which one should I buy (yes shopping with me could be painful for some people HAHA). She put up with my insanity to go and buy TS 1989 album at The Gardens the other day. She is one girl that I could go random with. 

Nadia loves TYPO stuff. hihu :p and I love you.

Oh! I went there just to buy this planner (TYPO 2015 planner) that I have been eyeing for such a long time. Told you Mia would just layan my cravings. God Bless you. :*

Haagen dasz's fondue: RM 68 (exclu tax) 

Worth trying. I would love a second time. Probably with a real date *haha* For 3 people the portion is more than enough. Maybe 4 just nice. Overall awesome dessert and the chocolate is superb.

Magnum cafe next? Hihi

Regards,

Maryam 

Perspective

There is nothing noble in being superior to your fellow man; true nobility is being superior to your former self.
-Ernest Hemingway

Soul

Either way, we gonna lose

What matter is the right timing that was set by Allah

In Sya Allah when the time comes, we will know. 

-Maryam-

Yearn

Sometimes we don't realise how arrogant and ignorant we have been. We tend to think we are good and better than others. Nauzubillah.

Stay humble and be generous to others.

😯

Far

It was getting sad and lonely. The heart dried up. I miss You. Whatever I got in this world, nothing compare to Your love and attention. If going back to you requires me to go through tough time, I would take itcuz even in hardship I know You will always be there. Rather than having a stagnant life without You.

-take me away Allah. Bring me closer to You-

A beautiful piece 11:123
He who knows what lies in every heart

Life

When you agree with your housemate to troll your own brother. Lol

Gift

A gift from Ireland. Thanks :)

My Kitchen Aid standing mixer

My dad bought a new mixer last year. I never really used it until last 2 weeks. *sorry abah :(*. Previously we owned hand mixer which is good. He bought this for whoever wants to bake. He loves the build which look very stylish. The Kitchen Aid standing mixer is being used internationally. 

Mine is red <3

It comes with 3 accessories *each has different function* and a bowl

Wired whisk

Pedal

Hook

So here are the functions of each. (Source:pinterest)

Regards,

Maryam