I believe most girls have this.
But I do not know how people cope with it. Most of the time I find it really hard to smile. I will frown all day. I tried to smile but it gos back to frowning and I dislike it. It as if showing that I am not happy or unsatisfied. Actually I don't have all that. It is just difficult to curl the lips up to smile. Haizzzzzz.
This cause me big problem as I have to face the world and meet people (especially my family). I really wish during this time I will be by myself so I won't hurt people's feelings. Nobody understand this. I think a lot of time people mistaken me as being angry or something. But in reality I'm not. I just not in mood to talk. Pleaaase understand this. Please Please. But human is just human. I cannot ask everyone to just deal with me alone. My suggestion is to mind your own self.
If there is something really bothering me I would tell. But if it just hormonal there's nothing I can share. Besides most of my matters I only share with my family.
hmmm
Other than that, mood swing is SWINGING HARD. I can go from just okay to stop talking and suddenly the tears are flowing down. What a day. :( . People need to know I'm also tired of all this.
Lastly, I also find myself easily get irritated (this is the worst of all). Even the smallest thing like a page from a book got folded can be irritating (how absurd. I know.) That is basically what I have to deal most of the time.
I don't know when things will get better. Will it get better? How to embrace mood swing? Does anyone know? I am so tired of this.
